The living dead.

玩你的人和爱你的人

2011-07-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

玩你的人：半夜会找你打电话聊天到很晚。
爱你的人：会告诉你不要聊那么晚。
玩你的人：他会找你出去玩，叫你放弃正事。
爱你的人：他会催你好好工作，踏踏实实。
玩你的人：在你生病时，会讲好话关心你。
爱你的人：在你生病时，他会关心到你烦，并强迫你去看医生。
玩你的人：他会尽量说好话来讨好你，你也会觉得很开心。
爱你的人：他所说的话，都是关心你的，但是通常象是在命令。
玩你的人：他什么事情都会配合你，只要你开心。
爱你的人：他会帮你辨别是非，但是你会感觉他管的太多。
玩你的人：他说他要给你最大的快乐。
爱你的人：他只能给你保证，你跟他在一起，他是最快乐的。
玩你的人：他在意你的生活细节，即使你做错了什么，他也不会指出来。
爱你的人：他在意你的一举一动，告诉你什么地方错了，什么地方该如何做，该如何与别人交往。
玩你的人：他不会在意你去做什么，与什么人交往。
爱你的人：他很在意你去做什么，与什么人交往。他还会告戒你不要与什么人交往
玩你的人：他只想要现在
爱你的人：他已经预见未来，该怎么自我努力，好好给你幸福。
玩你的人：他会说“我喜欢你！”
爱你的人：他会说“我爱你。

2011-07-20T19:27:00.001+08:00

相愛無夢張智霖

跟你抱著　未等於愛上　不再抱著　未等於不想
你我在這分鐘　說過無緣再見　下秒鐘再湊巧碰上

即使一起　貌合卻又神離　分隔兩地　日夜掛著愁眉
再各自結新歡　卻暗地拿你去比較現有的　始終偏袒你

有心愛你卻愛不到　抱緊了卻又未想終老
再等到與對方失散以後　就會知原來誰最好
愛不到至會更想愛　抱緊了你我又無心裝載
我跟你也破不到　男與女之間愛情的定數

一個過活　恨抱著情人　一對過活　又掛念誰人

到了話要分開　你我尚有惻隱　又再探聽對方新聞

2011-04-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

两人分手后多年，在一个城市不期而遇。
男：“你好吗？”
女：“好”。
男：“他好吗？”
女：“好”。
女的问，“你好吗？”
男的回答， “好”。
女：“她好吗？”
男：“她刚才告诉我她很好...”。

五月天你不是真正的快樂 MV

2010-10-31T02:11:00.001+08:00

i quoted the below comment from youtube as well, because it says what i am feeling.

shirley83124
4 個月以前

這首歌的每一句都是我的心聲...

但可悲的是,,,我已經麻木到哭不出來了.....

經過傷痛後,,,我已經變成一個沒有真正情感的植物人,,

在人前總是傻傻的笑,,在人後就是一張悲哀的臉...快要變成雙面人了..

笑,,,是為了掩飾自己的悲傷和脆弱...因為這個世界容不下脆弱的人...

笑,,,是為了怕自己的朋友家人憺心....所以我們要強顏歡笑讓他們安心...

笑,,,是為了合群,,,當一群朋友在歡天喜地,,你的悲傷會讓人排斥和掃興...

所以,,我們的確沒有選擇的權利...

人生真是叫人無奈呀....

2010-06-30T14:05:00.006+08:00

I don't believe it 是我放棄了妳　
只為了一個沒有理由的決定

以為這次我可以承受妳離我而去　
故意讓妳傷心卻刺痛自己

怎麼才能讓我告訴妳我不願意　
教彼此都在孤獨裡忍住傷心

我又怎麼告訴妳我還愛妳　
是我自己錯誤的決定

優客李林 - 認錯

The Old Me

2010-05-10T01:37:00.004+08:00

i realised that i have been behaving very differently from the past. so much that i almost wanted to put up a notice to look for the old me. after thinking for days, i finally recalled that i have a blog which has been sealed up, so i decided to break the seal and ventured in it. i glad i did. its funny to look at myself and what i did 5years ago. how different am i from 5years ago. retrieved back quite a lot of lost memories. i think i have a rough idea of myself now. though not fully recovered, but i will be recovered one day. hopefully the day will come soon.

2010-04-10T23:12:00.001+08:00

Universal Studio Free Photo Booth

2010-02-26T18:19:00.001+08:00

Elderly Couple of 62 Years plays piano

An elderly couple walked into the lobby of the Mayo Clinic for a checkup and spotted a piano. They've been married for 62 years and he'll be 90 this year. Check out this impromptu performance. We are only as old as we feel, it's all attitude. Enjoy! They certainly do

happiness is all around u =)

2010-01-03T20:36:00.001+08:00

new beginning?

2009-12-15T23:35:00.003+08:00

回憶如困獸
寂寞太久而漸漸溫柔
放開了拳頭反而更自由

=)

梁靜茹 - 情歌

2009-11-07T21:50:00.001+08:00

oh no, i skipped september and october! i think i need to start blogging soon.. =x

2009-08-01T02:07:00.000+08:00

2009 NDP song, Mr Brown's version, "Lekuasimi"

enjoy! lol =D

2009-07-01T02:39:00.000+08:00

Irene looks like BoA!!! =O

2009-06-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

have a good laugh peeps! hahah! xD

mrbrownshow.com - Wash Your Hands Too (Parody of Wonder Girl's 'Nobody')

2009-06-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

New Heineken Commercial

soooooo funnny!!!!! lol!!

2009-06-16T22:43:00.003+08:00

went to SAFRA Jurong with my bunkmates after the division event at Jurong Camp this morning. first time enjoying the club facilities after holding the card for half a year! haha! their swimming is not very big but it definitely is fun to swim in!! there is this children's pool where there are various pails on top that pours water down periodically!!

after the swim and lunch, we went to the lan shop at the basement! and i played Left 4 Dead!!!! WEEE WEEEE~~!!

Left 4 Dead is so amazingly exciting!! LOL!! i played this awesome game of the year for the first time today and i got so involved in the game that i was shouting/screaming my ass off the whole of the campaign!! those cheapo zombies that rush out suddenly like diarrhea and those hunters and witches are just too exciting for me who havent played first person shooter games in quite awhile!! and of course, L4D is a game that must be played in a lan shop with a few friends!! that's what it takes to make the game so exciting!! haha!!

2009-04-12T18:29:00.004+08:00

it have been 2 weeks since i came back home, due to the live firing that falls on a sunday. very hectic and tiring. had 1 games day, 2 field camp and 3 live firing in the past 2 weeks. only got back to camp at near mid-night the day before good friday. after that was cleaning of arms and preparation for the coming field camp. (yes, there is one more field camp tomorrow. the field camp which is gonna kill most of us.) basically we didnt get to sleep until we book out on good friday morning. everyone is so shag but what to do, this is army. T.T

oh ya, im flying off to thailand on the 23 of april. although the current situation in thailand isnt very pleasant but im not afraid. the only thing i worry about is the weather there. lol. hope that i can endure thru the coming field camp and then thailand. =)

2009-03-15T09:33:00.006+08:00

i have just wasted one whole precious saturday sleeping. i slept for 24hrs in total and i have missed the dance competition which i promised someone that i will be there. worst hangover ever! =(

here are some updates on what i have been doing for the past 2 weeks.

ran a total distance of 43km+, longest distance ran was 10km
completed 32km route march
got gold for IPPT, finally =D
failed SOC 3 times

i feel that my knee is going to break very soon..

2009-02-28T11:08:00.004+08:00

finally back from the camp. this is a very tiring week for me because i was appointed as the lps of my platoon. finally know how it feels being sandwiched. the top is pressing on you and the botton is not cooperating with you. being the lps allows me to see the platoon from a different angle of view. saw a few things that i can never see when im part of the platoon. sign one extra duty on this sunday, on behalf of the platoon. not worth it to take this shit for them. good experience being the lps though.

oh btw, I HAVE FOUND ACES!!!!! WeeWeeee~~!!! =D

2009-02-16T17:26:00.003+08:00

i have graduated from basic section leader course on the 14th of feb aka valentines day. happy that i didnt fall out during the 28km graduation march.

got posted to charlie company to continue with advance section leader course. charlie company is a well-known xiong company in sispec. T.T

2009-02-01T13:26:00.008+08:00

i always think that monkeys are cute until.....

last thursday i got raided at lower mandai by one section size of monkeys and lost my combat ration to them! those monkeys are damn fierce and they are not afraid of us! thanks to those people who are illiterate or just dont read the "do not feed animals" sign board and fed those bloody monkeys! make my life so miserable!

2009-01-18T10:33:00.004+08:00

screwed up my Fitness Specialist (this is what they call PTI nowadays) selection. just because i cant swim well. but im glad that im not alone, lol. i have learned how to swim when i was 6 or 7 and i know that swimming is good but i didnt know that knowing how to swim the right way can be so important. *sighs*. guess that i should get myself mentally and physically prepared to become an infanchui specs. *double sighs*

"up the hill, down the slope." ='(

2009-01-10T16:08:00.005+08:00

im back from camp!! i got selected for PTI (physical training instructor) selection on coming monday!! =D PTI is one of the vocations that i wanted most!! damn happy!! but then, i have to pass the selection and interview first to go for PTI course and then pass the course to become a PTI.. hope i can pass the selection and interview!!

wish me luck!! =)

2008-12-28T12:40:00.002+08:00

okay temperature has gone down already, slept consecutively for 14hrs until 6am this morning and slept again for 3hrs until now. lols! wanted to go dblo last night with my ah bangs however i was so so so deep in sleep after medication that i totally hear nothing for the 2 sms and 6 missed calls! lols! so sorry for that!

gonna book in 2030 tonight. sianz!

2008-12-27T15:50:00.004+08:00

i am having fever again!! 38.0 now!! i wonder why my body gets heated up so easily!! sigh! well, maybe it is my fault la. i haven't fully recovered from the cold (which was like 3 weeks ago) and after i have booked out from camp i went out to celebrate xmas until 5am the next morning (i.e 24hrs of no rest + strenuous activities -_-). and i think its all the spray can gases that added on to my throat irritations. damn, its only the first week in SISPEC and im appointed as leader sect comm for the next 3days. how am i going to talk when i have no voice!

2008-12-21T18:01:00.004+08:00

went to serangoon garden last night with ep, zl & chak just to eat ASTONS, because there wouldnt have long queue like what u see at The Cathay and the price is also not what u see at The Cathay. i ordered rib eye steak with potato salad, they give the potato like free like that, eat until i damn full! haha!

and here comes the funniest line of the night! when we were ordering our food i ask ep how he want his steak to be done and he said..

"medium rare 的就好..."

"rare 的我怕他們找不到."

me: "......."

this is what happens when people play too much MMORPG.. hahaha!

2008-12-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

made some changes to my blog, please comment! =)

2008-12-20T04:43:00.005+08:00

watched the movie "葉問" (Ip Man) with ZL, EP & chak just now. it has been a really long time since i last watched a movie. the last movie i watched was.... i dont even remember! anyway, the movie is damn nice, i give 5stars to 甄子丹 (Donnie Yen), for the fighting scenes! unlike many other action films with lousy story line, this movie has a smooth story line, smooth but a little boring though.

and EP was lame enough too say that 'IP man' (IP aka Internet Protocol, pronounced as ai-pee) is the father of internet and blah blah blah.. LOL!!

2008-12-19T18:01:00.002+08:00

today is the posting day, and guess what? i got posted to SISPEC. some of u might know that i actually considered for quite some time and finally decided to sign on RSAF. but my application just didnt go thru. i was really really really sad the moment i saw the posting results at 10am this morning and emo-ed for hours until now and eventually come to a conclusion that life have to move on. so now im telling myself that i must be positive every single day in the coming 1yr and 9mths!

so people reading this post please help me by keeping me motivated in the event that i become emo again ok? =)

2008-12-19T07:07:00.005+08:00

Single Girls

damn funny!

"single girls single girls please click my profile"

2008-12-19T06:46:00.007+08:00

12 days of christmas - indian version

SEVEN-11 workers

11-syllable name

Think the lotus,
Feel the lotus,
Drive the lotus!

LOLs!!

2008-12-17T12:42:00.005+08:00

facebook is so advance that it can even predict the future!! haha!

2008-12-13T16:06:00.002+08:00

it've been really a long time since i last blogged, i think its time to write something on my blog and clear away some cobwebs..

gonna meet up with my ah bangs tonight to celebrate ron's (and mine) birthday. the last time i met up with them was like 3weeks ago, celebrating kk's birthday. ever since we started our NSF life gathering with everybody's presence is so so so difficult.. sighs..

2008-12-13T16:04:00.002+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Disappointment
Looked down on
Losing Someone
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2008-09-27T00:30:00.004+08:00

張震嶽 - 秘密

總在閉上雙眼之後　才能看見妳
這是一個心中秘密　偷偷在愛妳
妳卻不知道　有人在想妳

總在黎明來臨之前　我還是清醒
什麼時候我才可以　進入妳的心
好想對妳說　我正在想妳

也許在妳的心中早就已經有人進去
或許妳不曾接受真正的愛真誠的情
遺忘吧過去的事　不要再懷疑

我彷彿可以聽見妳的心跳妳的聲音
不要只有在夢中才能看妳才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等　直到妳離去

2008-09-24T01:48:00.012+08:00

23rd of sep, the 10th day of my ns life.

a very memorable day for me, first time to report sick, first time to go to the medical centre, first time to see the legendary MO (medcical officer), first time to get attend C (i was given 3days mc), first time to book out, first time in many years to run a temperature at 38.6..

i hate myself for being so susceptible..
maybe i should just concentrate on ns and forget about u..

2008-09-12T14:44:00.001+08:00

I always knew looking back at the cries would make me laugh,
but i never knew looking back at the laugh would make me cry.

quoted from winnie.roar

2008-09-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

thank you yuyu! =')

2008-09-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

多情自古空餘恨..

2008-09-08T02:24:00.003+08:00

曾經滄海難為水，除卻巫山不是雲。

2008-08-20T00:45:00.010+08:00

What Issac Chan Wai Pan Means

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. (i think its true)

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. (i think its true)

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. (i think its true, for the second part)

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. (i think its true)

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. (i think its true)

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. (intuitive but not wise)

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. (i think its true)

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. (i think its true)

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. (i hope its true)

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! (i hope its true)

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.

Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. (i think its true)

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

which of the above about me do u think is true/false??

2008-08-19T20:40:00.008+08:00

用左3日時間，終于煲完43集既《我和殭屍有個約會II》

雖然我覺得第二代殭屍用既綠色con同化啲妝好唔襯同埋套戯好《龍珠》，《衛斯理》feel但係個故事同ending真係幾好！ ( 比我估到盤古族係外星人，哈哈)

整我中曬啲殭屍毒，放工返黎開電腦就播《殭屍II》啲OST x.x

雖然話係OST，但淨係得呢幾首：

夢裡是誰 - 王馨平 (殭屍I主題曲)
愛債幾時還 - 王馨平 (殭屍I插曲)
假如真的再有約會 - 蔣嘉瑩 (殭屍II主題曲)
愛在地球毀滅時 - 李國祥 (殭屍II插曲)
永世的緣 - 馬小玲用忘情咒之前錄個餅帶(佢把咁悲既聲講埋啲咁悲既嘢真係…) & 況天佑唱愛在地球毀滅時 (殭屍唱歌真係麻麻…)
情未了 - (殭屍II配樂)

有件事好奇怪，我o係yahoo同google點搵都搵唔到殭屍IIOST既資料，但係就搵得到啲歌…

2008-08-16T00:10:00.004+08:00

八月十五，欲借酒消愁，愁更愁。

幸得好友二人，否则难以自拔。

忆昔日众人饮酒作乐之景，感叹也。

酒乃助兴之物，借酒消愁之举非所宜。

你我的回忆历历在目，何年何月方能忘了？

2008-08-06T23:59:00.005+08:00

my current mood:

8yrs in return of this.

2008-08-05T23:05:00.007+08:00

this is for u to have some serious laughing!! xD

Punish To Purify: The Ah Beng

more at:
http://www.happeepill.com/index.htm

lol!

*edit: i have taken down the ah beng flash simply because it is so fcuking noisy! (just like that group of people chatting and laughing below my block at this hour every night, i will call the police one day!)

2008-07-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

生日快樂

2008-07-17T13:26:00.001+08:00

Potter Puppet Pals in "Wizard Swears"

for u people out there to kill time, and have some rofl!! enjoy!!

2008-07-10T16:49:00.005+08:00

went to eat the hokkien mee @ tampines street 81 today!! also visited a few people.. that place is so nostalgic to me.. makes me so wanna stay there again!!

2008-07-08T00:36:00.002+08:00

12:35am and i see the summons auntie at the car park outside my window!! ~~omfg~~!!

*edit
i saw another auntie at 1am+ another day, 見怪不怪 already.. haha!

2008-07-07T06:00:00.006+08:00

Things to do today:

1. Get up.
2. Survive.
3. Go back to bed.

*faint*

p.s. my niece is CUTE!!!

2008-06-16T04:47:00.005+08:00

found this on youtube.

i was =O throughout the whole video! anyone who played o2jam before will do the same! =O

o2jam World Championship - Round 1 - EQ

o2jam World Championship - Round 2 - ID2

o2jam World Championship - Final Round - EF-HD

2008-05-31T00:06:00.000+08:00

想忘，但忘不了。

2008-05-29T23:15:00.009+08:00

当你为了我和他而犹豫

我不该只等待你做决定

如果任性

那么一次把你抱紧

也许不会失去你

心，很久没有这样的乱了

想做的事始终没有做到

想说的话说不出口

一点迟疑，一生的悲凄

很痛，也很累了

2008-05-23T19:29:00.009+08:00

my graduation day is on the 28th of may, less than a week's time. this the day i have been looking forward all along, but why am i not excited at all?

okay this is something to make you cry. *grin*

vitamin C - graduation (friends forever)

okay, i know i am very evil to make you cry like a baby.. =( stop crying now and watch this!! =)

2008-05-17T08:16:00.002+08:00

qouted from 南派三叔的BLOG

刚刚接通了一位采访过我的四川记者朋友的电话，她刚刚从绵竹退下来，这个娇小的丫头在电话里和我讲了她眼见的情况，她只用了四个字形容，就是：“世界末日。”她说她几乎无法工作，眼泪就没有停过，太惨了，一片一片的废墟，到处是哭喊的声音，救援队发了疯一样的救人，然而往往救不了，跟着去的摄影只了拍一张照片，就扔下相机去帮忙，因为那情景让你不可能站着看着。

她和我说，她在一个学校现场看到了她永远不会忘记的一幕，学校的主教学楼坍塌了大半，当时正在上课，几乎有100多个孩子被压在了下面。全是小学生。一些似乎是消防队员的战士在废墟中已经抢出了十几个孩子和三十多具尸体，看着那些小小的，带着红领巾却再也无法睁开眼睛的孩子，她说她突然觉得自己说话的勇气都没有了。

然而就在抢救到最关键的时候，突然教学楼的废墟因为余震和机吊操作发生了移动，随时有可能发生再次坍塌，再进入废墟救援十分的危险，几乎等于送死，当时的消防指挥下了死命令，让钻入废墟的人马上撤出来，要等到坍塌稳定后再进入，然而此时，几个刚才废墟出来的战士大叫又发现了孩子。

几个战士听见了就不管了，转头又要往里钻，这时坍塌就发生了，一块巨大的混凝土块眼看就在往下陷，那几个往里转的战士马上给其他的战士死死拖住，两帮人在上面拉扯，最后废墟上的战士们被人拖到了安全地带，一个刚从废墟中带出了一个孩子的战士就跪了下来大哭，对拖着他的人说你们让我再去救一个，求求你们让我再去救一个！我还能再救一个！

看到这个情形所有人都哭了，然而所有人都无计可施，只眼睁睁的看着废墟第二次坍塌。后来，那几个小孩子还是给挖出来了，但是却只有一个还活着，看着那些个年轻的战士抱着那个幸存的小女孩在雨中大叫着跑向救援所在的帐篷的时候，她已经泣不成声。

我无法想象这在电话中已经如此惊心动魄的情形在当时是怎么样一个悲壮的场面，我只知道这是真实的，而且，在现在，在震中地区，这样的事情还在重复的发生着，就在今夜，我坐在舒适的房间内，第一次意识到我是否应该做些什么，虽然我不可能到现场去，但是我是否应该做一些力所能及的事情？

于是我眼含着眼泪，首先发了这一篇博文，我知道这篇博文无法带来什么实际的帮助，但是，这是我想到的最便捷的，我所能立即做到的第一件事情，一篇文虽然没有力量，但是至少我可以让更多的人关注这件事情。只有完成了第一件事情，才有第二件，第三件。

T_T

2008-05-10T05:05:00.004+08:00

went to celebrate ernest's birthday on thursday at this pub called 'ma■t■n ent■■t■■■m■nt' which was recommended by ah ron because it closes at 6am.. eddie and kk even took a day off from their national ~~slavery~~ service to show face!!

anyway, we ordered martell as usual.. however, the martell they gave us was not the martell we used to drink..

no little marbles stopper, no serial number, no local importer's label..

as a very vigilant customer (just like the uncle & auntie you see everyday in the mrt terrorist awareness video) we

'??!'

the waitress, and guess what was her reply!?

'oh, all taste the same one la..'

without hesitation, the voices in our head told us to ask for an exchange and insisted us not to pay for the suspicious bottle..

2008-05-08T05:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

TO

ERNEST!!!

2008-05-08T05:27:00.001+08:00

These are excuse notes from parents (including original spelling) collected by schools from all over the country.

1. My son is under a doctors care and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him.

2. Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot.

3. Dear School : Please ekscuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, and also 33.

4. Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating.

5. Please excuse Roland from P.E. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip.

6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face.

7. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins.

8. Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels.

9. Irving was absent yesterday because he missed his bust. (So Irving is transexual ?)

10. Sally wont be in school a week from Friday. We have to attend her funeral.

11. Please excuse Jason for being absent yesterday. He had a cold and could not breed well.

12. Gloria was absent yesterday as she was having a gangover.

13. Maryann was absent December 11-16, because she had a fever, sore throat,headache and upset stomach. Her sister was also sick, fever and sore throat,her brother had a low grade fever and ached all over. I wasnt the best either, sore throat and fever. There must be something going around, her father even got hot last night.

14. Please excuse Jennifer for missing school yesterday. We forgot to get the Sunday paper off the porch, and when we found it Monday, we thought it was Sunday.

2008-05-08T05:18:00.001+08:00

What Element Goddess are you?

Earth Goddess.
You're the Earth Goddess.You have a heart of gold. You enjoy nature and being outside. You also love animals and seem to have a strong bond with them. You're a great helper of the environment. Also, you find even the strangest of flowers are beautiful.

How do you compare?
Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

2008-05-07T01:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

TO

TRICIA!!

2008-05-04T08:27:00.004+08:00

my teacher once told me that one can loss a language if one dont use it.. i think i am losing the whole ability of using languages.. sometimes i cant use appropriate chinese vocabulary to describe simple things like last time.. and my english is getting from bad to worse.. maybe its because i have no one to talk to at home.. or maybe i just dont like to communicate with other people.. im too used to keeping things to myself.. everything.. im too good at it..

2008-05-03T16:24:00.002+08:00

i realised that i have difficulties in expressing myself for quite some time.. and now its getting more severe.. too many things left undone too many questions unanswered too many uncertainties.. my brain is like a hard disk that needs defragmentation badly..

but how am i gonna defragment my brain?

2008-04-28T19:23:00.001+08:00

have u done this before? lol

2008-04-06T02:57:00.006+08:00

move on!!

get over and done with!!

u need to get a life, loser!!

i wish i could.

2008-03-28T01:10:00.003+08:00

today is quite a strange day, first i saw 3 different road accidents while on my way back, then at this unearthly 12:54am i heard some unearthly person roaring outside dont know where in the neighbourhood, yes, ROARING! with some banging noise and about 5mins later i heard someone quarreling with him and now, he is barking.. -_-|| yes.. BARK.. for dont know what unearthly reasons!!

linelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelineelinelinelinelinelinelinelineline

by the way, to those who aware of my current job. this job is kinda cool, i have been learning a lot of things in the past few days, although its quite tiring for slackers like me who dont even bother to get up and go to school.. =)

cool people to work with too!!

but... its still very tiring la...

2008-03-17T02:27:00.006+08:00

Question: How small can a 雲吞 (wan ton) be!?

Answer: This small.

2008-03-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

haha this is lame!

only if u have watched the movie: Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle

haha~~!!

2008-03-05T03:57:00.006+08:00

見到個 friend 既 personal msg

"因為失去過, 所以不想再擁有"

突然閒有股莫名既感動

我完全明白佢既想法

因爲呢樣亦係我呢一年幾以o黎既想法

曾經有好多次以爲自己可以重新o黎過

但係

you never fail to hold me back

2008-01-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

莫文蔚 - 戀一世的愛

我放低了酒杯　杯裏是空氣　我不想再喝酒　原因我在等你
盼可將暖水　倒入你杯裏　期望你能會意　我潛藏動機

戀一世的愛　刻骨銘心　為你　願意等
溫水似的吻　終於發生　曖在我心

fill me with everlasting love
let me trust in you
never let me down
and l'll always trust in you

信這世間有真愛　能用我的心　去裝載

已放低我的心　一切遞給你　太多困擾　原因我在等你
以指尖去接觸　杯內蒸氣　投入愛情極美　我遺忘自己

fill me with your love
let me trust in you
let me believe in you
fill me with your touch
never let you down
so you can trust me too

用我的愛念　換你的信念
未變的誌願　戀一生也未厭

你相信命運嗎？

2008-01-10T02:52:00.000+08:00

不知道從什麽時候開始，在半夜騎著腳車到外面覓食已經成了我生活的一部分。在快到第一個十字路口的時候，眼前的綠燈突然換成了紅燈。這時我想：如果隨著綠燈走它會把我帶到什麽地方？於是我就跟著綠燈走，但是一盞一盞的綠燈卻把我帶到你那裏，特別是你中學外的那盞。在遠處看到綠燈換成了紅燈，又在不遠處看到它從紅燈換成了綠燈，就在我快到的時候它又換成了紅燈，逼使我向你家的方向去。當我看見你房間的燈還亮著時，我所想的就是要把我一直想說的話都告訴你。可是，想說的話一句也沒說出口。

2007-12-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

was listening to some cha cha songs and i came across this song, a very cute song! =)

Itsy Bitsy Teenie Weenie Yellow Polka-dot Bikini - Brian Hyland

She was afraid to come out of the locker
She was as nervous as she could be
She was afraid to come out of the locker
She was afraid that somebody would see
One, two, three, four, tell the people what she wore

[ It was an itsy bitsy teenie weenie yellow polka-dot bikini
That she wore for the first time today.
An itsy bitsy teentie weenie yellow polka-dot bikini ]
So in the locker she wanted to stay.
Two, three, four, stick around we'll tell you more

She was afraid to come out in the open
And so a blanket around she wore
She was afraid to come out in the open
And so she sat bundled up on the shore
Two, three, four, tell the people what she wore
[ repeat ]

So in the blanket she wanted to stay.
Two, three, four, stick around we'll tell you more

Now she is afraid to come out of the water
And I wonder what she's gonna do
Now she is afraid to come out of the water
And the poor little girl's turning blue
Two, three, four, tell the people what she wore
[ repeat ]

So in the water she wanted to stay.
From the locker to the blanket
From the blanket to the shore
From the shore to the water
Yes there isn't any more.

2007-11-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

december. the month with so much memories.

All I want for Christmas is You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree

[Chorus]
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day

[Chorus]
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click

[Chorus]
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you
You

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door

[Chorus]
I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas
Is you
And you and you and you and you

All I want for Christmas is you

就咁又過左一年喇
妳仲係不時地出現係我腦中
我呢一年裏面乜o野都冇做到
或者係我乜o野都做唔到

without you.

2007-11-14T04:49:00.001+08:00

random...

2007-10-27T06:56:00.000+08:00

i think my blog is too boring. i must cultivate a cam whoring habit to make my blog more interesting. haha! a picture tells a thousand words u see.

dined at lau pa sat with sis, nephew, gordon and zhilong. we ordered a table-ful of food.

[imagine that this is a photo showing korean style bbq chicken, 蚵仔面綫, 鹽酥雞, 炒粿條, 魚圓面, bbq chicken wings, bbq stingray..]

however, the bbq stingray tastes tasteless. disappointment. sigh.

went to plush after the sumptuous dinner, since zhilong has a guestlist. no see any long queues as expected.

[imagine a photo with no people queuing at the entrance]

the dance floor was EMPTY.

[imagine a photo with a empty and spacious dance floor]

by the way, we bumped into peizhi, that one from tekmedia, for like 3 times within 20mins.

left plush at 1130 to meet shunrong and cousin to finish his leftover chivas at boat quay. i hate chivas!! ah, now we see a long queue outside plush!

[imagine a photo with people queuing up]

i think everyone's trying to get in by 1130, cuz everyone's kena scamed by the 'please come before 1130' msg! hahaha!

we went back to plush after finishin the leftover. the music wasnt too bad, but it was kinda boring at 3-4am, with the dispersed crowd in the dance floor. *content hidden intentionally* saw vivian at plush, said hi to her, i think that she's nice! hope that she thinks the same too! =)

[imagine a photo taken with vivian]

haha! how interesting to have a blog with photos!

2007-10-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

i didnt know that this sing is so sad until i listened to the lyrics. ='(

Tell Laura I Love Her by Ray Peterson

Laura and Tommy were lovers
He wanted to give her everything
Flowers, presents,
And most of all, a wedding ring

He saw a sign for a stock car race
A thousand dollar prize it read
He couldn't get Laura on the phone
So to her mother, Tommy said

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura I may be late
I've something to do, that cannot wait

He drove his car to the racing grounds
He was the youngest driver there
The crowd roared as they started the race
Around the track they drove at a deadly pace

No one knows what happened that day
Or how his car overturned in flames
But as they pulled him from the twisted wreck
With his dying breath, they heard him say

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

Now in the chapel where Laura prays
For her poor Tommy, who passed away
It was just for Laura he lived and died
Alone in the chapel she can hear him cry

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

2007-10-12T01:43:00.001+08:00

i dont know why am i behaving this way.
i dont know what my mind is thinking.
everything seems so wrong to me. everything.
i dont like him.
i dont like her.
i dont like myself.
i dont like you.
has everything changed? or am i a changed person.
you took my soul along with you.
my goals. my motivations. my everything.
i just hope that i can survive all this.

2007-10-06T01:12:00.000+08:00

my current addiction.

Modern Talking - Cheri Cheri Lady

Oh I cannot explain
Every time it's the same
Oh I feel that it's real
Take my heart
I've been lonely too long
Oh I can't be so strong
Take a chance for romance
Take my heart
I need you so
There's no time
I'll ever go

Cheri Cheri Lady
Goin' through emotion
Love is where you find it
Listen to your heart
Cheri Cheri Lady
Livin' in devotion
It's always like the first time
Let me take a part

Cheri Cheri Lady
Like there's no tomorrow
Take my heart don't lose it
Listen to your heart
Cheri Cheri Lady
To know you is to love you
If you call me baby
I'll be always yours

I get up but I get down
Oh my world turns around
Who is right, who is wrong
I don't know
I've got pain in my heart
Gotta love in my soul
Easy come but I think easy go
I need you so
All those times
I'm not so strong

Cheri Cheri Lady
Goin' through emotion
Love is where you find it
Listen to your heart
Cheri Cheri Lady
Livin' in devotion
It's always like the first time
Let me take a part

Cheri Cheri Lady
Like there's no tomorrow
Take my heart don't lose it
Listen to your heart
Cheri Cheri Lady
To know you is to love you
If you call me baby
I'll be always yours

2007-09-10T03:45:00.000+08:00

it's only the 11th day since my departure and i've started to miss everyone in singapore already. sigh. tell me that you appreciate that okay!

by the way, i've got a 5mm cut on my left eye ball. nothing too serious for the time being.

2007-09-04T20:06:00.001+08:00

lol!

2007-08-27T02:29:00.000+08:00

this is very meaningful.

世上最可怕的是什麼 ?

禪師說 : 是欲望。

人的貪慾與現實之間的源溝是無法逾越的，因為人的貪欲是永無止境，永遠無法滿足的，貪欲是人性最大的缺憾，是一種非理性的執著，破除貪欲，才能自我解脫，明心見性，獲得自在的快樂。

正所謂無欲便無求一切的不快樂都是自己造成的,喜怒哀樂都在你的一念之差.

2007-08-22T00:24:00.001+08:00

holy sh*t this Ronnie O'Sullivan is amazing!

2007-08-17T02:34:00.000+08:00

damn jialat! my biological clock went haywire, totally. now i sleep at 6am and wake up at 6pm. i am turning into a vampire soon! (maybe i already am) the strange thing is that i dont crave for blood, i crave for alcohol instead. =/ maybe i am not a vampire, maybe i am just some creepy alcoholised creature?

well, enough of that crap. i am going back to hongkong during the vacation for 20days!! be back on 19sep!! gonna be really busy this time! many friends from singapore are going there too!! gonna visit my relatives, join my friends as a tourist in hongkong, play with my 8mths old niece & my 5yrs old nephew, macau trip with i-dont-know-who and hopefully get to know some cute girls/hot babes this summer!! ahh!! soo busy!! im so excited!! =)

oh wait!! what about our final year project? damn!

2007-08-01T04:25:00.000+08:00

帝女花之香夭

cant get this opera song out of my mind for 2 days. im obsessed with this chinese opera '帝女花' already!

many people have misunderstood this story as another tragic love story (i was one of them), because most people dont know the whole story and thats how the misunderstanding come about. it is not true that they committed suicide for their love, they actually did that for the country. however, it is true that they are damn passionated with each other. =/

This is what the story is about :

樹盟
崇禎末年，明思宗長女長平公主因奉帝命而在乾清宮前連理樹下選駙馬，最後選擇下嫁太僕之子周世顯。

香劫
當時闖王李自成攻入北京宮殿；崇禎因此手刃眾皇女後，自縊於媒山。

乞屍
長平公主雖被明思宗所砍殺，卻未至氣絕，被周鍾拯救送回家中。

庵遇
後來，清軍入關並滅了闖軍，遷都北京。周鍾想向清朝投降，後來得到周鍾之女瑞蘭及老尼姑的相助，避居維摩庵中。世顯偶然經過維摩庵，遇上扮作女尼的長平公主。經過幾番試探後，長平公主才與周世顯相認，並相約於是夜在紫玉山房會面。

迎鳳
此事為清朝皇帝知道了，迫使周世顯與長平公主一同返宮。

香夭
夫妻二人為求清帝善葬皇父，釋放皇弟，遂佯裝返宮，並在乾清宮前連理樹下重相交拜，然後雙雙自殺殉國。

2007-07-31T04:21:00.000+08:00

Henny Mancini - Moon River

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
Wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world;
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end,
Waiting 'round the bend,
My huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

say that it is nice!!

2007-07-31T00:23:00.000+08:00

wah i did ALOT of things today ah!

first, i bought & brought a birthday cake to sch to celebrate zhilong's birthday. before that, i rubbed my right eye abit and suddenly my contact lens went missing!! well, didnt bother to look for it since its about time to change a new pair.

then after the celebration, i went to watch the simpsons movie with zhilong engpeng mike & yuanle! damn funny show i tell you!! but 1.5hr is just a little too short la. anyway, went to RP with mike to watch some basketball matches and check out the campus for abit. really spacious inside! i was thinking that RP student could ride on a scooter inside the campus, if the school allows them to! lols.

went home straight after watching the exciting basketball matches. i fell asleep on the bus, its been 236198yrs since the last time i did. here comes the interesthing!! my contact lens magically appeared in my right eye after 8hrs!! omgwtfbbq!!

2007-07-28T03:17:00.001+08:00

FUCK LAH!!

sorry about that! i am damn pissed!

2007-07-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

the october dance competition at KL is canceled!!

how sad!!

2007-07-25T23:43:00.001+08:00

dance lessons: S$18

dance shoes: S$100

dance costumes: S$150

competition: S$60

experiences: priceless

there are some things money can't buy.

well, i only want to say that..

i need money!!

2007-07-20T03:19:00.000+08:00

met shuyang & stephanie before going to dance just now. went to enjoy air-con at the club house for awhile. (our club house stinks!) guess what? they gave me a big hand while i was summer-cleaning the club house!! thanks to both of them, our pool club club house is much tidier than before!! a big THANKS to shuyang & stephanie!!

we have completed our rhumba routine today! dont know what are we gonna do on the next lesson. approximately one month to the competition and i havent gotten a pair of dance shoes yet! sighs. when will i have enough money for that? by the way, many of us think that sharon is a better teacher than melvin. haha!!

watched sunsets with pearl just now. at 2:30am. so romantic. hahahaha!

2007-07-12T01:37:00.000+08:00

The Clothes You Wear

What others see from your style
You tend to not be very imaginative. You lack self-confidence and are not very particular about what you choose in your life. You give in to others and prefer stability to change.

What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties
You are a caring people. You are romantic, witty, and easygoing. You compromise rather than confront, and love nature.

What others see from your belts
You are a lonely and demanding person. You are hardworking as well as intelligent, and can be passionate when in love.

What others see from your shoes
You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings
You are probably a free spirit at heart with artistic talent. You are absolutely unique and are always coming up with lots of great ideas. Being happy is your most important goal.

The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

2007-07-12T01:09:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2007-07-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

思覺失調 Early Psychosis

思想失調是一系列認知、感官、情緒症狀的統稱，通常在青少年及早期成年期發病的一種精神症狀，主要症狀包括幻覺和妄想。如不及早醫治，可能發展成精神分裂症或其他重性精神病。思覺失調患者的特徵如下：

反常的情緒反應。包括長期或嚴重抑鬱，情緒高漲、反覆或變得冷淡和遲鈍，部分患者會有暴力或自殺念頭
認知上有偏差。包括妄想，（如被迫害、自大、思想被入侵等）、思想凌亂、欠缺組織、語言貧乏
感官功能上的混亂。即聽覺、視覺、觸覺上出現幻覺
生活習慣失調。如飲食習慣失調、失眠或睡眠時間混亂、疏於自理、失去動力以至學業倒退
社交能力降低。如退縮、難以跟別人溝通、感到被孤立

死囉... 唔通我真係思覺失調??

2007-07-09T19:29:00.001+08:00

i over slept today. again! my curriculum schedule has became damn slack. no lesson on friday; pon sch on monday. what the hell!? i have a 4 days weekend man!! hope that my Q&R and EMI lectures are kind enough to not debar me from exams..

2007-07-09T03:26:00.000+08:00

點解我越夜越精神??

2007-07-08T02:20:00.000+08:00

辛曉琪 - 走過

愛能留是福愛難守該悟
這一路我走過甜蜜比苦澀多

有情時知足無情時莫哭
傷心若太多記住相愛時侯記住相愛時侯

你的手你的手曾那麼溫柔
輕拂過輕拂過我每個輪廓

無可否認我曾如此快樂走過就該珍重
無可否認我曾如此快樂愛過夫復何求

2007-07-07T05:27:00.000+08:00

its already july. not even 4mths to the deadline of our final year project! know what? my lecturer just pwned us by assigning us another project!! and now, i will be working with chak and kel! the good thing about this project change is that we will be doing a smart solar powered mobile traffic light controller!! yes, that thing we did for project 2 but a larger and more sophisticated version of it! which means that 1/3 of my project is done!! we're left with solar and mobile to think of! =)

for zl and ce, they will be doing the finger print thingy. good luck!

wait.. how about felix?

2007-07-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

大媽 sent this to me quite interesting and i find it very true for me. haha!

Which baby are you?

December

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible. Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Lovable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.

2007-07-04T01:57:00.001+08:00

oh yes, i fcuking hate liars!

2007-07-04T00:39:00.001+08:00

Jurong West Primary School 76_1

omgwtfbbq!! this shit is what i have been talking about all along for our fyp la!!! DAMN!!

ZL and CE please watch okay!!

by the way, please vote for this video!! rate many many starts!! (quoted from mel)

2007-07-02T02:30:00.001+08:00

im back from johor!! the trip was kinda fun!! despite the fact that there were some traffic jams at the customs.

it was already 10pm when we reached our first destination, a very happening and big pub (forgot the name) with all the clubbin hits but dance floor. cute and well-dressed waitresses were everywhere! ernest's sis told me that if we aint have so many females around, the cute waitressed will accompany us instead. lol! we ordered 6 bucket of beer and alot of 'lok lok' (bbq/steamed/fried/grilled food on a stick; see also satay) from a lorry? on the roadside. they even brought their home-made salad and oatmeal prawn there! imagine you are doing this in singapore? omg! didnt eat much as i was told that there will be a second round going on. left the place at 12+.

some delays here. ernest's sis lost her parking ticket and was fined RM$30. heng not SGD$30. haha. the second round was 'duty free'. it was a club+bar call 'lush'. it aint no ordinary place! although bar is outside the club, with the 2 very powerful speakers, it was actually an outdoor club with tables & chairs but dance floor. lol! we ordered a bottle of martell (1 litre) and a carlsberg tower. holy crap! luckily my mum bought insurance for me. haha. one bad point of this place is that they close at 3am. tsk tsk.

now, this is kinda stupid. there were some idiots playing with the fire extinguisher at the car park not long before we were there. the whole corridor was foggy and full of carbon-monoxide (or is it carbon-dioxide?). damn! now i really need to have a life insurance.

talkin a about insurance, i remember one night when i was on my way home, there was this prudential (that insurance company) road show thingy going on at compasspoint and there was this girl (actually she is older than me) stopped me and ask me about my opinions on the GST hike. very soon after all those kinda stupid questions she asked me to do a survey for her and dragged me to a table. now, she finally reveals her identity. she is actually one of the many exquisitely disguised salesgirls that will pester you for days and nights to get a deal on insurance.