okay temperature has gone down already, slept consecutively for 14hrs until 6am this morning and slept again for 3hrs until now. lols! wanted to go dblo last night with my ah bangs however i was so so so deep in sleep after medication that i totally hear nothing for the 2 sms and 6 missed calls! lols! so sorry for that!

gonna book in 2030 tonight. sianz!

i am having fever again!! 38.0 now!! i wonder why my body gets heated up so easily!! sigh! well, maybe it is my fault la. i haven't fully recovered from the cold (which was like 3 weeks ago) and after i have booked out from camp i went out to celebrate xmas until 5am the next morning (i.e 24hrs of no rest + strenuous activities -_-). and i think its all the spray can gases that added on to my throat irritations. damn, its only the first week in SISPEC and im appointed as leader sect comm for the next 3days. how am i going to talk when i have no voice!

went to serangoon garden last night with ep, zl & chak just to eat ASTONS, because there wouldnt have long queue like what u see at The Cathay and the price is also not what u see at The Cathay. i ordered rib eye steak with potato salad, they give the potato like free like that, eat until i damn full! haha!

and here comes the funniest line of the night! when we were ordering our food i ask ep how he want his steak to be done and he said..

"medium rare 的就好..."

"rare 的我怕他們找不到."


me: "......."

this is what happens when people play too much MMORPG.. hahaha!

made some changes to my blog, please comment! =)

watched the movie "葉問" (Ip Man) with ZL, EP & chak just now. it has been a really long time since i last watched a movie. the last movie i watched was.... i dont even remember! anyway, the movie is damn nice, i give 5stars to 甄子丹 (Donnie Yen), for the fighting scenes! unlike many other action films with lousy story line, this movie has a smooth story line, smooth but a little boring though.

and EP was lame enough too say that 'IP man' (IP aka Internet Protocol, pronounced as ai-pee) is the father of internet and blah blah blah.. LOL!!

today is the posting day, and guess what? i got posted to SISPEC. some of u might know that i actually considered for quite some time and finally decided to sign on RSAF. but my application just didnt go thru. i was really really really sad the moment i saw the posting results at 10am this morning and emo-ed for hours until now and eventually come to a conclusion that life have to move on. so now im telling myself that i must be positive every single day in the coming 1yr and 9mths!

so people reading this post please help me by keeping me motivated in the event that i become emo again ok? =)

Single Girls

damn funny!



"single girls single girls please click my profile"

12 days of christmas - indian version



SEVEN-11 workers

11-syllable name

Think the lotus,
Feel the lotus,
Drive the lotus!

LOLs!!

facebook is so advance that it can even predict the future!! haha!

it've been really a long time since i last blogged, i think its time to write something on my blog and clear away some cobwebs..

gonna meet up with my ah bangs tonight to celebrate ron's (and mine) birthday. the last time i met up with them was like 3weeks ago, celebrating kk's birthday. ever since we started our NSF life gathering with everybody's presence is so so so difficult.. sighs..

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone   While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Disappointment
Looked down on
Losing Someone
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

張震嶽 - 秘密

總在閉上雙眼之後　才能看見妳
這是一個心中秘密　偷偷在愛妳
妳卻不知道　有人在想妳

總在黎明來臨之前　我還是清醒
什麼時候我才可以　進入妳的心
好想對妳說　我正在想妳

也許在妳的心中早就已經有人進去
或許妳不曾接受真正的愛真誠的情
遺忘吧過去的事　不要再懷疑

我彷彿可以聽見妳的心跳妳的聲音
不要只有在夢中才能看妳才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等　直到妳離去

23rd of sep, the 10th day of my ns life.

a very memorable day for me, first time to report sick, first time to go to the medical centre, first time to see the legendary MO (medcical officer), first time to get attend C (i was given 3days mc), first time to book out, first time in many years to run a temperature at 38.6..




i hate myself for being so susceptible..
maybe i should just concentrate on ns and forget about u..

I always knew looking back at the cries would make me laugh,
but i never knew looking back at the laugh would make me cry.

quoted from winnie.roar

thank you yuyu! =')

多情自古空餘恨..

曾經滄海難為水，除卻巫山不是雲。

What Issac Chan Wai Pan Means

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. (i think its true) You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. (i think its true) You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. (i think its true, for the second part) You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. (i think its true) You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. (i think its true) You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. (intuitive but not wise) You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. (i think its true) You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. (i think its true) You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. (i hope its true) You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! (i hope its true) You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. (i think its true)

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

which of the above about me do u think is true/false??

用左3日時間，終于煲完43集既《我和殭屍有個約會II》

雖然我覺得第二代殭屍用既綠色con同化啲妝好唔襯同埋套戯好《龍珠》，《衛斯理》feel但係個故事同ending真係幾好！ ( 比我估到盤古族係外星人，哈哈)

整我中曬啲殭屍毒，放工返黎開電腦就播《殭屍II》啲OST x.x

雖然話係OST，但淨係得呢幾首：

夢裡是誰 - 王馨平 (殭屍I主題曲)
愛債幾時還 - 王馨平 (殭屍I插曲)
假如真的再有約會 - 蔣嘉瑩 (殭屍II主題曲)
愛在地球毀滅時 - 李國祥 (殭屍II插曲)
永世的緣 - 馬小玲用忘情咒之前錄個餅帶(佢把咁悲既聲講埋啲咁悲既嘢真係…) & 況天佑唱愛在地球毀滅時 (殭屍唱歌真係麻麻…)
情未了 - (殭屍II配樂)

有件事好奇怪，我o係yahoo同google點搵都搵唔到殭屍IIOST既資料，但係就搵得到啲歌…

八月十五，欲借酒消愁，愁更愁。

幸得好友二人，否则难以自拔。

忆昔日众人饮酒作乐之景，感叹也。

酒乃助兴之物，借酒消愁之举非所宜。

你我的回忆历历在目，何年何月方能忘了？

my current mood:




8yrs in return of this.

this is for u to have some serious laughing!! xD



Punish To Purify: The Ah Beng



more at:
http://www.happeepill.com/index.htm

lol!



*edit: i have taken down the ah beng flash simply because it is so fcuking noisy! (just like that group of people chatting and laughing below my block at this hour every night, i will call the police one day!)

生日快樂

Potter Puppet Pals in "Wizard Swears"



for u people out there to kill time, and have some rofl!! enjoy!!

went to eat the hokkien mee @ tampines street 81 today!! also visited a few people.. that place is so nostalgic to me.. makes me so wanna stay there again!!

12:35am and i see the summons auntie at the car park outside my window!! omfg!!

*edit
i saw another auntie at 1am+ another day, 見怪不怪 already.. haha!

Things to do today:

1. Get up.
2. Survive.
3. Go back to bed.

*faint*









p.s. my niece is CUTE!!!

found this on youtube.

i was =O throughout the whole video! anyone who played o2jam before will do the same! =O


o2jam World Championship - Round 1 - EQ


o2jam World Championship - Round 2 - ID2


o2jam World Championship - Final Round - EF-HD

想忘，但忘不了。

当你为了我和他而犹豫




我不该只等待你做决定




如果任性




那么一次把你抱紧




也许不会失去你








心，很久没有这样的乱了




想做的事始终没有做到




想说的话说不出口




一点迟疑，一生的悲凄






















很痛，也很累了

my graduation day is on the 28th of may, less than a week's time. this the day i have been looking forward all along, but why am i not excited at all?


okay this is something to make you cry. *grin*


vitamin C - graduation (friends forever)






okay, i know i am very evil to make you cry like a baby.. =( stop crying now and watch this!! =)

qouted from 南派三叔的BLOG

刚刚接通了一位采访过我的四川记者朋友的电话，她刚刚从绵竹退下来，这个娇小的丫头在电话里和我讲了她眼见的情况，她只用了四个字形容，就是：“世界末日。”她说她几乎无法工作，眼泪就没有停过，太惨了，一片一片的废墟，到处是哭喊的声音，救援队发了疯一样的救人，然而往往救不了，跟着去的摄影只了拍一张照片，就扔下相机去帮忙，因为那情景让你不可能站着看着。

她和我说，她在一个学校现场看到了她永远不会忘记的一幕，学校的主教学楼坍塌了大半，当时正在上课，几乎有100多个孩子被压在了下面。全是小学生。一些似乎是消防队员的战士在废墟中已经抢出了十几个孩子和三十多具尸体，看着那些小小的，带着红领巾却再也无法睁开眼睛的孩子，她说她突然觉得自己说话的勇气都没有了。

然而就在抢救到最关键的时候，突然教学楼的废墟因为余震和机吊操作发生了移动，随时有可能发生再次坍塌，再进入废墟救援十分的危险，几乎等于送死，当时的消防指挥下了死命令，让钻入废墟的人马上撤出来，要等到坍塌稳定后再进入，然而此时，几个刚才废墟出来的战士大叫又发现了孩子。

几个战士听见了就不管了，转头又要往里钻，这时坍塌就发生了，一块巨大的混凝土块眼看就在往下陷，那几个往里转的战士马上给其他的战士死死拖住，两帮人在上面拉扯，最后废墟上的战士们被人拖到了安全地带，一个刚从废墟中带出了一个孩子的战士就跪了下来大哭，对拖着他的人说你们让我再去救一个，求求你们让我再去救一个！我还能再救一个！

看到这个情形所有人都哭了，然而所有人都无计可施，只眼睁睁的看着废墟第二次坍塌。后来，那几个小孩子还是给挖出来了，但是却只有一个还活着，看着那些个年轻的战士抱着那个幸存的小女孩在雨中大叫着跑向救援所在的帐篷的时候，她已经泣不成声。

我无法想象这在电话中已经如此惊心动魄的情形在当时是怎么样一个悲壮的场面，我只知道这是真实的，而且，在现在，在震中地区，这样的事情还在重复的发生着，就在今夜，我坐在舒适的房间内，第一次意识到我是否应该做些什么，虽然我不可能到现场去，但是我是否应该做一些力所能及的事情？

于是我眼含着眼泪，首先发了这一篇博文，我知道这篇博文无法带来什么实际的帮助，但是，这是我想到的最便捷的，我所能立即做到的第一件事情，一篇文虽然没有力量，但是至少我可以让更多的人关注这件事情。只有完成了第一件事情，才有第二件，第三件。

T_T

went to celebrate ernest's birthday on thursday at this pub called 'ma■t■n ent■■t■■■m■nt' which was recommended by ah ron because it closes at 6am.. eddie and kk even took a day off from their national slavery service to show face!!

anyway, we ordered martell as usual.. however, the martell they gave us was not the martell we used to drink..

no little marbles stopper, no serial number, no local importer's label..

as a very vigilant customer (just like the uncle & auntie you see everyday in the mrt terrorist awareness video) we

'??!'

the waitress, and guess what was her reply!?

'oh, all taste the same one la..'

without hesitation, the voices in our head told us to ask for an exchange and insisted us not to pay for the suspicious bottle..

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

TO

ERNEST!!!

These are excuse notes from parents (including original spelling) collected by schools from all over the country.

1. My son is under a doctors care and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him.

2. Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot.

3. Dear School : Please ekscuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, and also 33.


4. Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating.

5. Please excuse Roland from P.E. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip.

6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face.

7. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins.

8. Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels.

9. Irving was absent yesterday because he missed his bust. (So Irving is transexual ?)

10. Sally wont be in school a week from Friday. We have to attend her funeral.

11. Please excuse Jason for being absent yesterday. He had a cold and could not breed well.

12. Gloria was absent yesterday as she was having a gangover.

13. Maryann was absent December 11-16, because she had a fever, sore throat,headache and upset stomach. Her sister was also sick, fever and sore throat,her brother had a low grade fever and ached all over. I wasnt the best either, sore throat and fever. There must be something going around, her father even got hot last night.

14. Please excuse Jennifer for missing school yesterday. We forgot to get the Sunday paper off the porch, and when we found it Monday, we thought it was Sunday.

What Element Goddess are you?

Earth Goddess. You're the Earth Goddess.You have a heart of gold. You enjoy nature and being outside. You also love animals and seem to have a strong bond with them. You're a great helper of the environment. Also, you find even the strangest of flowers are beautiful.

How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

TO

TRICIA!!

my teacher once told me that one can loss a language if one dont use it.. i think i am losing the whole ability of using languages.. sometimes i cant use appropriate chinese vocabulary to describe simple things like last time.. and my english is getting from bad to worse.. maybe its because i have no one to talk to at home.. or maybe i just dont like to communicate with other people.. im too used to keeping things to myself.. everything.. im too good at it..

i realised that i have difficulties in expressing myself for quite some time.. and now its getting more severe.. too many things left undone too many questions unanswered too many uncertainties.. my brain is like a hard disk that needs defragmentation badly..

but how am i gonna defragment my brain?

have u done this before? lol

move on!!


get over and done with!!


u need to get a life, loser!!









i wish i could.

today is quite a strange day, first i saw 3 different road accidents while on my way back, then at this unearthly 12:54am i heard some unearthly person roaring outside dont know where in the neighbourhood, yes, ROARING! with some banging noise and about 5mins later i heard someone quarreling with him and now, he is barking.. -_-|| yes.. BARK.. for dont know what unearthly reasons!!

linelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelineelinelinelinelinelinelinelineline

by the way, to those who aware of my current job. this job is kinda cool, i have been learning a lot of things in the past few days, although its quite tiring for slackers like me who dont even bother to get up and go to school.. =)

cool people to work with too!!







but... its still very tiring la...

Question: How small can a 雲吞 (wan ton) be!?










Answer: This small.

haha this is lame!



only if u have watched the movie: Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle

haha~~!!

見到個 friend 既 personal msg

"因為失去過, 所以不想再擁有"

突然閒有股莫名既感動

我完全明白佢既想法

因爲呢樣亦係我呢一年幾以o黎既想法

曾經有好多次以爲自己可以重新o黎過

但係

you never fail to hold me back

莫文蔚 - 戀一世的愛



我放低了酒杯　杯裏是空氣　我不想再喝酒　原因我在等你
盼可將暖水　倒入你杯裏　期望你能會意　我潛藏動機

戀一世的愛　刻骨銘心　為你　願意等
溫水似的吻　終於發生　曖在我心

fill me with everlasting love
let me trust in you
never let me down
and l'll always trust in you

信這世間有真愛　能用我的心　去裝載

已放低我的心　一切遞給你　太多困擾　原因我在等你
以指尖去接觸　杯內蒸氣　投入愛情極美　我遺忘自己

fill me with your love
let me trust in you
let me believe in you
fill me with your touch
never let you down
so you can trust me too

用我的愛念　換你的信念
未變的誌願　戀一生也未厭

你相信命運嗎？

不知道從什麽時候開始，在半夜騎著腳車到外面覓食已經成了我生活的一部分。在快到第一個十字路口的時候，眼前的綠燈突然換成了紅燈。這時我想：如果隨著綠燈走它會把我帶到什麽地方？於是我就跟著綠燈走，但是一盞一盞的綠燈卻把我帶到你那裏，特別是你中學外的那盞。在遠處看到綠燈換成了紅燈，又在不遠處看到它從紅燈換成了綠燈，就在我快到的時候它又換成了紅燈，逼使我向你家的方向去。當我看見你房間的燈還亮著時，我所想的就是要把我一直想說的話都告訴你。可是，想說的話一句也沒說出口。