The Old Me

i realised that i have been behaving very differently from the past. so much that i almost wanted to put up a notice to look for the old me. after thinking for days, i finally recalled that i have a blog which has been sealed up, so i decided to break the seal and ventured in it. i glad i did. its funny to look at myself and what i did 5years ago. how different am i from 5years ago. retrieved back quite a lot of lost memories. i think i have a rough idea of myself now. though not fully recovered, but i will be recovered one day. hopefully the day will come soon.

okay temperature has gone down already, slept consecutively for 14hrs until 6am this morning and slept again for 3hrs until now. lols! wanted to go dblo last night with my ah bangs however i was so so so deep in sleep after medication that i totally hear nothing for the 2 sms and 6 missed calls! lols! so sorry for that!

gonna book in 2030 tonight. sianz!

i am having fever again!! 38.0 now!! i wonder why my body gets heated up so easily!! sigh! well, maybe it is my fault la. i haven't fully recovered from the cold (which was like 3 weeks ago) and after i have booked out from camp i went out to celebrate xmas until 5am the next morning (i.e 24hrs of no rest + strenuous activities -_-). and i think its all the spray can gases that added on to my throat irritations. damn, its only the first week in SISPEC and im appointed as leader sect comm for the next 3days. how am i going to talk when i have no voice!

made some changes to my blog, please comment! =)

watched the movie "葉問" (Ip Man) with ZL, EP & chak just now. it has been a really long time since i last watched a movie. the last movie i watched was.... i dont even remember! anyway, the movie is damn nice, i give 5stars to 甄子丹 (Donnie Yen), for the fighting scenes! unlike many other action films with lousy story line, this movie has a smooth story line, smooth but a little boring though.

and EP was lame enough too say that 'IP man' (IP aka Internet Protocol, pronounced as ai-pee) is the father of internet and blah blah blah.. LOL!!

today is the posting day, and guess what? i got posted to SISPEC. some of u might know that i actually considered for quite some time and finally decided to sign on RSAF. but my application just didnt go thru. i was really really really sad the moment i saw the posting results at 10am this morning and emo-ed for hours until now and eventually come to a conclusion that life have to move on. so now im telling myself that i must be positive every single day in the coming 1yr and 9mths!

so people reading this post please help me by keeping me motivated in the event that i become emo again ok? =)

it've been really a long time since i last blogged, i think its time to write something on my blog and clear away some cobwebs..

gonna meet up with my ah bangs tonight to celebrate ron's (and mine) birthday. the last time i met up with them was like 3weeks ago, celebrating kk's birthday. ever since we started our NSF life gathering with everybody's presence is so so so difficult.. sighs..

I always knew looking back at the cries would make me laugh,
but i never knew looking back at the laugh would make me cry.

quoted from winnie.roar

多情自古空餘恨..

曾經滄海難為水，除卻巫山不是雲。

用左3日時間，終于煲完43集既《我和殭屍有個約會II》

雖然我覺得第二代殭屍用既綠色con同化啲妝好唔襯同埋套戯好《龍珠》，《衛斯理》feel但係個故事同ending真係幾好！ ( 比我估到盤古族係外星人，哈哈)

整我中曬啲殭屍毒，放工返黎開電腦就播《殭屍II》啲OST x.x

雖然話係OST，但淨係得呢幾首：

夢裡是誰 - 王馨平 (殭屍I主題曲)
愛債幾時還 - 王馨平 (殭屍I插曲)
假如真的再有約會 - 蔣嘉瑩 (殭屍II主題曲)
愛在地球毀滅時 - 李國祥 (殭屍II插曲)
永世的緣 - 馬小玲用忘情咒之前錄個餅帶(佢把咁悲既聲講埋啲咁悲既嘢真係…) & 況天佑唱愛在地球毀滅時 (殭屍唱歌真係麻麻…)
情未了 - (殭屍II配樂)

有件事好奇怪，我o係yahoo同google點搵都搵唔到殭屍IIOST既資料，但係就搵得到啲歌…

八月十五，欲借酒消愁，愁更愁。

幸得好友二人，否则难以自拔。

忆昔日众人饮酒作乐之景，感叹也。

酒乃助兴之物，借酒消愁之举非所宜。

你我的回忆历历在目，何年何月方能忘了？

my current mood:




8yrs in return of this.

went to eat the hokkien mee @ tampines street 81 today!! also visited a few people.. that place is so nostalgic to me.. makes me so wanna stay there again!!

12:35am and i see the summons auntie at the car park outside my window!! omfg!!

*edit
i saw another auntie at 1am+ another day, 見怪不怪 already.. haha!

Things to do today:

1. Get up.
2. Survive.
3. Go back to bed.

*faint*









p.s. my niece is CUTE!!!

found this on youtube.

i was =O throughout the whole video! anyone who played o2jam before will do the same! =O


o2jam World Championship - Round 1 - EQ


o2jam World Championship - Round 2 - ID2


o2jam World Championship - Final Round - EF-HD

想忘，但忘不了。

当你为了我和他而犹豫




我不该只等待你做决定




如果任性




那么一次把你抱紧




也许不会失去你








心，很久没有这样的乱了




想做的事始终没有做到




想说的话说不出口




一点迟疑，一生的悲凄






















很痛，也很累了

my graduation day is on the 28th of may, less than a week's time. this the day i have been looking forward all along, but why am i not excited at all?


okay this is something to make you cry. *grin*


vitamin C - graduation (friends forever)






okay, i know i am very evil to make you cry like a baby.. =( stop crying now and watch this!! =)