december. the month with so much memories.

All I want for Christmas is You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree

[Chorus]
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day

[Chorus]
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click

[Chorus]
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you
You

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door

[Chorus]
I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas
Is you
And you and you and you and you

All I want for Christmas is you

就咁又過左一年喇
妳仲係不時地出現係我腦中
我呢一年裏面乜o野都冇做到
或者係我乜o野都做唔到

without you.

random...

i think my blog is too boring. i must cultivate a cam whoring habit to make my blog more interesting. haha! a picture tells a thousand words u see.

dined at lau pa sat with sis, nephew, gordon and zhilong. we ordered a table-ful of food.

[imagine that this is a photo showing korean style bbq chicken, 蚵仔面綫, 鹽酥雞, 炒粿條, 魚圓面, bbq chicken wings, bbq stingray..]

however, the bbq stingray tastes tasteless. disappointment. sigh.

went to plush after the sumptuous dinner, since zhilong has a guestlist. no see any long queues as expected.

[imagine a photo with no people queuing at the entrance]

the dance floor was EMPTY.

[imagine a photo with a empty and spacious dance floor]

by the way, we bumped into peizhi, that one from tekmedia, for like 3 times within 20mins.

left plush at 1130 to meet shunrong and cousin to finish his leftover chivas at boat quay. i hate chivas!! ah, now we see a long queue outside plush!

[imagine a photo with people queuing up]

i think everyone's trying to get in by 1130, cuz everyone's kena scamed by the 'please come before 1130' msg! hahaha!

we went back to plush after finishin the leftover. the music wasnt too bad, but it was kinda boring at 3-4am, with the dispersed crowd in the dance floor. *content hidden intentionally* saw vivian at plush, said hi to her, i think that she's nice! hope that she thinks the same too! =)

[imagine a photo taken with vivian]

haha! how interesting to have a blog with photos!

i didnt know that this sing is so sad until i listened to the lyrics. ='(

Tell Laura I Love Her by Ray Peterson



Laura and Tommy were lovers
He wanted to give her everything
Flowers, presents,
And most of all, a wedding ring

He saw a sign for a stock car race
A thousand dollar prize it read
He couldn't get Laura on the phone
So to her mother, Tommy said

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura I may be late
I've something to do, that cannot wait

He drove his car to the racing grounds
He was the youngest driver there
The crowd roared as they started the race
Around the track they drove at a deadly pace

No one knows what happened that day
Or how his car overturned in flames
But as they pulled him from the twisted wreck
With his dying breath, they heard him say

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

Now in the chapel where Laura prays
For her poor Tommy, who passed away
It was just for Laura he lived and died
Alone in the chapel she can hear him cry

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

i dont know why am i behaving this way.
i dont know what my mind is thinking.
everything seems so wrong to me. everything.
i dont like him.
i dont like her.
i dont like myself.
i dont like you.
has everything changed? or am i a changed person.
you took my soul along with you.
my goals. my motivations. my everything.
i just hope that i can survive all this.

my current addiction.

Modern Talking - Cheri Cheri Lady



Oh I cannot explain
Every time it's the same
Oh I feel that it's real
Take my heart
I've been lonely too long
Oh I can't be so strong
Take a chance for romance
Take my heart
I need you so
There's no time
I'll ever go

Cheri Cheri Lady
Goin' through emotion
Love is where you find it
Listen to your heart
Cheri Cheri Lady
Livin' in devotion
It's always like the first time
Let me take a part

Cheri Cheri Lady
Like there's no tomorrow
Take my heart don't lose it
Listen to your heart
Cheri Cheri Lady
To know you is to love you
If you call me baby
I'll be always yours

I get up but I get down
Oh my world turns around
Who is right, who is wrong
I don't know
I've got pain in my heart
Gotta love in my soul
Easy come but I think easy go
I need you so
All those times
I'm not so strong

Cheri Cheri Lady
Goin' through emotion
Love is where you find it
Listen to your heart
Cheri Cheri Lady
Livin' in devotion
It's always like the first time
Let me take a part

Cheri Cheri Lady
Like there's no tomorrow
Take my heart don't lose it
Listen to your heart
Cheri Cheri Lady
To know you is to love you
If you call me baby
I'll be always yours

it's only the 11th day since my departure and i've started to miss everyone in singapore already. sigh. tell me that you appreciate that okay!

by the way, i've got a 5mm cut on my left eye ball. nothing too serious for the time being.

lol!

this is very meaningful.

世上最可怕的是什麼 ?

禪師說 : 是欲望。

人的貪慾與現實之間的源溝是無法逾越的，因為人的貪欲是永無止境，永遠無法滿足的，貪欲是人性最大的缺憾，是一種非理性的執著，破除貪欲，才能自我解脫，明心見性，獲得自在的快樂。

正所謂無欲便無求一切的不快樂都是自己造成的,喜怒哀樂都在你的一念之差.